............im just so fucking depressed............
i just cant seem to get out this slump
if i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump
i took my bruises took my lumps
fell down and i got right back up
but i need that spark to get psyched back up
and in order for me to pick the life back up
i dont know how or why or when
i ended up this position im in
im started to feel dissin again
so i decided just to pick this pen
up and try to make an attempt to vent
but i just cant admit
or come to grips the fact that i may be done with life &nb
Fuck It.So fuck it, that's all I got, there's nothing else for me to say If I don't confront the problem, then it will never go away Unless it is addressed, there is nothing left for me to do it's impossible rejecting the elephant in the room...Fuck It.
Say goodbye to all the bullshit, notions pre-conceived So long to all the bitches, coulda sworn they knew me If you have no further questions and can't think of other thoughts Then I'd like to introduce you to Michael Anthony Cruz......
You were mah everything.This goes out to someone that wasYou were mah everything.
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the
way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just read…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
Im s0 SpEcIaL......Big 4-4, no safety You'll collapse like JoJo, K-Ci And my ice like lights from AC Homie I'm hot like a drop, no AC They wanna freestyle, I'm tryna stay free And my crew, all blue like Grape Street From 8 blocks, I take shots, HD I'll blast, you'll dash like Stacey But look ock, I can't stop, I'm waist-deep Fuck crossin' over, I'ma stay street Nigga I'm good, I been what the hood made me I got guns, 7 inches to 8 feet You ain't Pac, you ain't Fif', you ain't Jay-Z You ain't Yay', you ain't French, you ain't wavy For my coke boys, shoot a nigga face off InIm s0 SpEcIaL......
| umma dude dat is kool to hang widff if u respect meh i respect u i sk8....as you can c i graffti...i video edit....and just chill like if nuthin bad happen everyday.... |
Devious Journal Entry
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^_^ BCS ftw!
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^_^ BCS ftw!
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^_^ BCS ftw!
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yes i do have a fat inner child.
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